Why do I keep forgiving you after all this time?

Hiii!

I´ve kinda turned the days around now! Didn´t sleep until 4.30 last night :O

I was watching some movies :

and

 

Today I haven´t done anything fun at all!! Got out of bed at 15.00 :P

 And I dont know what I´m gonna do tomorrow :S

Think I´m gonna clean my room and just have a relaxing day at home and maybe do some excercising :P

Gonna start eating healthy and working out! think its time...

I dont want to get fatter then I already am...

I miss the time when I didn´t think about how much I weighed or how I looked :P now everytime I  look in the mirror I just see my stomach popping out and my pimples on my face...

Okey , I´m sorry if this is bringing you down... Happy thoughts happy thoughts!!

Now I´m gonna go to bed and try to fall asleep as fast as I can :D

Goodnoght and kisses :*

Questions

Who is the last one you got a text from? Fabian (my boyfriend)

Who are you thinking about right now? My boyfriend

Who was the last one you spoke on the phone with? my mom

Whos house were you last in? gods house :P

Who do you wish you were with right now? My boyfriend, carro, ida and jessica

Who is you favorite reletive? Hard to choose one!

Who was the last one you kissed? My boyfriend

 

Where was the last place you kissed someone? Outside of the sportscenter in jakobsberg

Where is you cellphone right now? On my right side in bed

Where do you shop mostly? H&M, Gina tricot...

Where did you get the sweater youre wearing? I´m wearing a dress right now but thats from BikBok

Where were you going the last time you went for a ride in a car? Home

 

What did you last eat? Pineapple

Whats the colour of your pants? Still waering a dress but the colour of that is white and gray

Whats the closest thing thats blue? The text on this post :P

Whats on you feet? Nothing

Whats your favourite colour? Blue and pink

What was the last movie you saw? Taking of Pelham 1-2-3

What are you hearing right now? Me typing on the computer :P

 

Ever slept in someone elses bed? OFC!!!

Ever made out in the movies? No

Ever made out in the woods? Yes

Ever slept naked? Yes

Ever driven over the speedlimit? No

Ever painted your room? Yes, well not myself but yes

Ever danced in front of a mirror? OFC friends dah! ;)

Ever broken up with someone? Yes

Ever stolen money from a friend? No, OFC NOT!!

Ever jumped in to a car full of people you just met? No

Ever been in a fight? Yes

Ever snuck out of your house? Dont think so

Ever had feelings for someone who didnt feel the same? Yes OFC JUSTIN BIEBER :P

Ever made out with a stranger? No

 

Love or miss someone right now? Yes my boyfriend and my friends!

 

 Stole these questions from Amandas blog hope that OK with you? :D

Now I´m going to get some sleep, good night!

Kisses :*

my babe

haaha sweetheart <3 found theese pics on my phone, feels like years ago!! :) love you <3

I admire you for the strength you´ve instilled in me

Hello my sweethearts!

Today is a happy day! I just love life right now, but I´m sure thats gonna change soon...

Thats usually how it works with me, but let´s not be negative.

Today I haven´t done anything special, just cleaned my room and listened to some great music, for example, Nicki Minaj and Justin Bieber :D #muchlove to them <3

Yesterday I watched Transformers 3, which was awsome! My favorite robot was the two small ones, soo cute and funny!

I hate that feeling you get when an awsome movie ends and you don´t know what to do with your life anymore... haha, thats the feeling I got yesterday :P

 How pretty isn´t she!! I know she´s a model, and she is kinda the reason I watched the movie :D

Anyways, after that I watched Demi Lovatos documantry: Stay Strong and I have so much more respect for her now! I mean I loved her before also but the things that she struggles with everyday... I don´t know what to say, it´s just awful! and she started feeling that way when she was 4 years old!!!! that is unbelievable!! Demi is so pretty and its sad that she doesn´t see that! :( 

muchlove to you anyways! :*

  

That turned out to be a long post hope you read it all! :P 

Kisses :*