Why do I keep forgiving you after all this time?

Hiii!

I´ve kinda turned the days around now! Didn´t sleep until 4.30 last night :O

I was watching some movies :

and

 

Today I haven´t done anything fun at all!! Got out of bed at 15.00 :P

 And I dont know what I´m gonna do tomorrow :S

Think I´m gonna clean my room and just have a relaxing day at home and maybe do some excercising :P

Gonna start eating healthy and working out! think its time...

I dont want to get fatter then I already am...

I miss the time when I didn´t think about how much I weighed or how I looked :P now everytime I  look in the mirror I just see my stomach popping out and my pimples on my face...

Okey , I´m sorry if this is bringing you down... Happy thoughts happy thoughts!!

Now I´m gonna go to bed and try to fall asleep as fast as I can :D

Goodnoght and kisses :*